Heaven and Hell

Truthfully at this point, I know I don’t if I even believe in heaven and hell anymore, well at least in death. I’m starting to believe that in life on earth we are living our own personal heavens and hells. That day-to-day, each of us are living our worst fears/smallest pains and biggest dreams/tiniest desires simultaneously. We have a load on both sides of the scale, but the reality of it all..what we are actually feeling is based on whichever load at the time is the heaviest.