Summer Means .. ew Weddings

Oh my gosh, enough of the weddings! One thing I hate about summer.Those who know me know I take great pride in trying to be 'untraditional'. Honestly up until this past Thanksgiving I'm pretty sure I did not wanna get married. I grew up in a household where my parents were together, just together. They didn't love each other and I'd known that for years. So I guess you can say other than in television, I've never seen parents like really in love. I've never been in love, but I'd like to think that if/when I do fall in said emotion that it's for real. I'm also very afraid of divorce. I know I'm sensitive, (even though I’m trying hard to toughen up my skin a bit) so I'm pretty sure a divorce would break me into pieces. I literally felt that way as my parents currently go through this, so how could I actually go though this myself?Anyways back to me being untraditional and following my life theme of "going against the grain". You know, a traditional wedding isn't necessary for me. I’m not materialistic all, and I'd much rather spend my life savings on my honeymoon rather that a dress I’ll only wear ONCE!